Nicholas Roerich Museum - Sacred Caves

The Essence of a Disciple’s Life with Inadequate Meditation

The Soul to the personality to present a frank assessment of the falling of the personality from Grace due to a personality focus.

 

First:

Our voices in the silence of our dreams awaken and revived.

The vision of our lives alone is merciless and caustic the truth is.

Unafraid, dispirited, a loneness fills our breasts and feelings.

With others all around us as still images unanimated.

We search our hearts steeped in empty embrace which lingers through the night.

Stillness creeps in, a haunting of the many ages gone by, embraces us searching for the cure.

A witness we are to life’s crippling causes.

Down under again without rewards for a future-past endured.

 

Second:

Gatherer of stones and dust I move on into the unknown future I am beholding.

A twinkle from afar my soul calls out to me wandering in a daze.

I search the heavens and our hearts to determine which way to go.

I sing a song long held dear that I have sang before.

I rose again into the dark night searching for the quest.

Onward I go into the night at the behest of my soul without forfeiting my past.

I sing again praise, gratitude, and hope for those that are around me.

I sing for their hearts to hear the rustling wind beseeching them.

I call upon the Father to provide lessons for traveling in the night sky whispering them into my ear for me to hear and obey.

I travel yet alone and unheard as they gather dust upon my consciousness.

I seek the time, the place, the meeting of those who wish to follow me to this place of past achievement.

 

Third:

A little star twinkles in the night sky yet alone it shines forth its rays upon humanity.

I travel daily towards this star light and gather its rays to shed abroad.

Alone and unafraid I travel like a snake to this place in hiding I have discovered.

Secretly in quest of a cure for my existence and my service for humanity.

I recognize not what is my fate nor do I care as long as I can encircle the heaven world.

I see disaster all around me and yet I turn from it to capture yet another glimpse of this twinkling star.

All around me there awaits the world enmeshed in its tragedies and lost upon the way and yet another glimpse of this twinkling star.

I seek not which way to turn and yet I would not go there if I knew as my turn has not come to be its savior.

I look on, unmeshed upon its way and yet I turn with it upon its way.

I seek guidance to turn its way to this twinkling star upon the night sky.

Yet none has turned nor looked afar for the treasures of this star.

 

Fourth:

I arise slowly to the heavens which accompanies me upon the wings of others and to this day I am beholden to the merry saints who came before me.

And yet I travel upon their wings enjoined upon their quest with sturdy heart I seek the way and never be alone.

Upon my back, I carry all of those in secret who have found me.

I carry them still, in hiding, so they shall not see me as I have found a way never to be alone.

 

All impressions posted herein, denoted and summarized were soul impacted from subjective sources and were mentally registered, organized, recorded, and brain conceptualized, and given contextual composition language. All interpretations of the impression sources herein are the responsibility of the recorder/composer – H.Z.

 

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