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A Letter to an Intimate Soul Mate whose Purpose has Pasted

A Reflection and Psychic Thought-form Projection:

I wish to explain a few things witnessed by me and in this way explain my decisions through which came before me.

It was good, you and I, and will be good again, you and I upon the shores of another life.  Upon this shore the tide has ebbed, and the flow is a part at this juncture. For all you have done has persuaded me to turn my back upon what once was and continue my journey with you carrying you within my deepest Heart and in this way continue our existence of what was and is.

It would be releasing to see you in this light of the soul which I carry you but carry you no more in the light of my personal heart nor carry you in physical dominion as I have done.

It would be releasing to witness the vexations of our hearts as we stand before the light of the day and witness a long journey ended, and ended also through the night, and in this way precede to develop our understanding of each other’s decision.

It would be instructive to understand the purpose for the wants we have had that came to fruition in the past, and witness before us their fulfillment, and if in any way they are not fulfilled means they never will.  We now ride the West Wind carrying all unto the ways of the Wind of knowledge and experience.

It would be hopeful to have an example of our fulfillment and a word or two about our fulfillment. You once said of me that I was good for you in that I expected nothing from you only the sureness that you follow in the footsteps of your soul; and this too you of me. What was once, now is gone and it has been replaced with endless others requesting our presence.  And now gone to is our simple existence by the seashore of our hearts, the mighty roar of the unfathomed depth of our love not forgotten nor not cherished but gone.

It is impertinent of you to gather dust while I vision in my room our destinies shared but not with you its extent; nor coming to you as my love envisioned by you; nor caring about your enquiries as if they were my own.  It is gone also those nights of passion lived as a soul upon the twilight of Heavens Vault. It is gone, those discussions of fate and human existence played out upon the Lord’s landscape.  It is gone those varied ideations of loves’ lost wisdom. It is gone, the forever-ness of a dream once shared of we-decidedness.

It would be ridicule for you to share this fate about us; nor do I care as too late is the mercifulness of us.  Nor do I care about your fate as I once did as it is contained within your bosom and not for me. Nor do I care for the trickster among you and wish it dead as it has played it ‘s last trick.

It is upon me to do you this harm of letting you know how I feel, and it is surety I feel and in this way precede to disintegrate our vision of us; and in this way know I will be doing no future harm.

It would be correct to write to you of the love I once had and witness before you its embrace and secured before you its evermore.

Once upon the shore line I witnessed you baring the Christ-child and before you my back turning away not to harm you. Before I left I became present upon you, and you listened for a while my voices of full harmony with you. And listened you did well and before you knew it I was in your arms and before you each moment in harmony we were.  It would be good to have this as a memory of old to cherish as a life that once was and cherish it well as it will not be again, nor will it be again but only a whisper in your consciousness.

I cherish you but bravely from afar and willingly so for the depth of your passion is yet enkindled and waiting for another’s in escaping.

It would be accepting to look at this as an episode in one’s life that looked upon the “waters of joy escaping” lost but not totally, and in doing this closing the “lost” door.

It would be wise to see this as a means to curtail karma and in this way love another as it be-fits the One and I. It would be good to know you are in Good Hands and away I go.

I see the scars now forming upon our brow and realize their reward but witnessing this I despise and onward move.

I witness you singing in the bathroom once again witnessing from afar and realize too I gave you this and memory not this is.

It would be comforting to pray and meditate on the thought of me as there I am, with you, and wishing I could be; and in a way always will be and fortunes told in a way.

My dear, always, always, always you are near.

 

All impressions posted herein, denoted and summarized were soul impacted from subjective sources and were than were mentally registered, organized, recorded, and brain conceptualized, and given contextual composition language. All interpretations of the impression sources herein are the responsibility of the recorder/composer – H.Z.

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