A Subjective Communication from a Group of Students for a Workshop

Posted on 3 April 20247 August 2024 by worldarising

Rationally obsessed we are yet we falter not;

our footsteps sure as our path lies all around us, yet not clear.

Our hours are haunted by blurry visions fluttering all around us;

the moments come and go.

The heaviness of our hearts is unveiled;

by those travelers who are passers bye.

We ask to be favored by the Lord;

and that His Love Grace us.

We seek to know two things;

and two things only.

One is His secret to His Joy;

and the second secret is His Hand in ours.

All impressions posted herein, denoted and summarized were soul impacted from subjective sources and were then mentally registered, organized, recorded, and brain conceptualized, and given contextual composition language. All interpretations of the impression sources herein are the responsibility of the recorder/composer – H.Z.

Spiritual Guidance – Exercises to Bring in Spiritual Guidance – Working with a Group of Students or Clients

Some Workshop Training and Group Integration Parameters for Aspirants

Spiritual Guidance for a Probationary Disciple from a Sub-Ashram

Spiritual Guidance – For a Probationary Disciple – 12 Commandments and Other

12 Powers of the Soul Needing to Demonstrate Now – Guidance for a Probationary Disciple

Guidance for a Probationary Disciple Losing His Way

Son of Mind – Guidance for a Probationary Disciple

A Short Life Path Evaluation/Guidance for a Probationary Disciple – An Example

Nicholas Roerich Museum - Divine Mother

Spiritual Psychology – Some Spiritual Guidance for An Aspirant – An Example

[HZ Note: the intent here in providing this example evaluation is to provide various types of subjective spiritual evaluations to promote the value (and its pitfalls) of Spiritual Psychology for Humanity in general. Furthermore, you will notice that these types of evaluations can access more information than can be reasonably used and does not justify the time put into bringing in all of the information but the prioritizing of it in the moment based upon the client’s real needs and the consultant’s availability.]

Some Useful Questions to Ask Yourself:

Great are those members of the Hierarchy whose impressions contain elements of enlightenment. How can one discern those impressions from other great beings or for that matter from the Oversoul?

Is it probable that we are to receive these impressions given our soul status?

How is it that we are bombarded continuously from impressions of every conceivable type and yet are able to discern their many sources?

Is it possible to correctly discriminate those sources of impressions? How so?

Where is our certainty?

The spiritual guidance suggestions for you was designed to address these questions and others of equal significance.

There are many possible sources of impressions inwardly and outwardly how do we know from which? Those of you who have experimented with these problems will agree that it has no easy explanation outside of pure knowingness. Yet, probable explanations can be made on account of the basic constitution of a human being.

Due to having different vehicles qualified by different forces it becomes more and more apparent to the developing sensitivities of one that they can first of all determine the content of an impression without knowing its source and likewise receive qualified energies without receiving its content. This is due to two reasons: first the type of inner senses one is using to register impressions and secondly to the degree of personality integration.

Each of these has additional factors which will explain a person’s process in this regard. In terms of the inner senses, it is proposed that certain types of senses are developed to receive certain types of impressions. Secondly, in terms of one’s point of integration determines their ability to unfold these related inner senses.

Example:

You receive impressions from your psychic environment, and you believe you are receiving an impression that an event is going to happen in the world. This event is supposed to happen at this time in this place. There are a variety of explanations possible for this impression: I will give you six out of many:

You apperceived this possibility while you were on the astral plane during sleep and witnessed it but was not aware of it when you awoke in your memory.
You apperceived this possibility while you were on the astral plane during sleep, and you were given this information by your soul in your brain awareness.
You apperceived this information in meditation while aligned with your mental body but was not aware of it at the time in your brain awareness.
You apperceived this information while you were in meditation aligned with your causal body but were not aware of it at the time in your brain awareness.
You apperceived this information while you were in meditation aligned with your oversoul but was not aware of it at the time in your brain awareness.
You just knew this somehow.

It is most significant to hold the belief that there are others around you, constantly trying to influence you. These others are part of your group soul. And they have many things they want to say to you. When you get abstract images in mediation it is really the group trying to speak through causal field. There are also those around you who wish to influence you and these individuals are on the kama-manasic plane. Their images are less abstract and represent exchanges through lower psychic means. There are also beings that try to inform you of things that you need to bring through into brain awareness. These individuals you are normally more familiar with in day-to-day life and have a personality mind and soul connection with.

Normally the group soul is always wanting to communicate something to you in your highest good or the group’s which is basically the same thing. There are many things you could be doing throughout the day that could be in your highest good, and it is these things that they are trying to share. There are those times when you see yourself as floundering and in these times advantageous to go into your heart and look, not in your head.

As an example, today there were four times that the group through the Guiding Angels of the causal body tried to suggest a way of moving for you.

First it was getting out of bed earlier.
Another one was for you to start eating today as opposed to fasting.
Another one was to do the enema before the shower.
Another one was when you were helping X with his web problem, they suggested you go over the details over what he has written to clarify it.

Those simple things would have led you down a different pathway. These all come through the heart.

Group Heart:

How do you keep your heart open to receive messages from the group self? For you, a good place to begin is to have a sense of reverence for life, an appreciation for the Lord, your soul, and everyone around you. Find the reverence in your heart to make the necessary alignment.

Back of the throat and back of heart are important at a certain juncture on the path at the second initiation period they are unified. The back of the throat represents the first and third aspect of the heart. The back of the heart represents the second aspect of the heart. The second aspect represents self-awareness. The first aspect represents Self and group will, direction, purpose. The third aspect represents self-activity or form knowledge content. The heart and throat centers need to be unfolded in dimensionality. How will you feel when your heart center is open and clear. How will you be different? Between the 2^nd and the 3^rd initiation the heart and throat need to be both unfolded into a fourth dimensional state. Thus, for this to happen you need to heal your heart of personality dweller related identities and general past life characteristics such as guilts, shames, fears, and many others. All need to be healed before you can become 4-d.

Whenever your heart is open, you have a sense of expanded life and sensitivity. Your awareness is decentralized, your causal field is expanded, you ar able to receive in a 360 radius, circumference about your auric field. Able to register thoughts and feeling of those around you and know where they are at as a soul. You are able to see life from the point of view of God. If someone passes you and they have a real need, you will know about it. When heart center is opened you can read the real needs. Opening your heart is about healing and knowing yourself for who you essentially are.

Group Throat

Group Love in terms of the group throat means several things:

It means one is capable of being able to define any phenomenon in terms of causation.
It means one is able to see the cosmic physical plane as being an open book as to what is happening, in terms of pattern of causation.
It means one can hear the voice of Spirit, or the voice of the Silence.

Heart Reverence Required:

Six priority patterns needed for your healing the heart:

Let it be known that your life as you are now living it, is riddled with points of glamour, delusions, sensitivities to subpersonalities, fourteen belief systems that don’t work for you, sixty-two forms of maya, elements of relationships to your past lives that you are living, seventeen sections of the path not present, thirty-two forms in your auric field that prevent you from registering accurately, sixteen ways of deluding yourself, nineteen forms of systematic control over others, six dweller patterns, eighteen forms of beingness outlived / out modeled, twenty-six reasons you hold for creating relationships that are not in your highest good, eighteen ways of preventing the unfolding of your spiritual path.

These prevent your heart from unfolding and its healing is necessary to take initiation. Once these are resolved, you will be able to receive as god receives.

There are elements within your personality makeup that can quickly be resolved to increase your ability to receive in meditation.

Let it be known, your past is gone, and your attempt to recreate it only prevents you from moving into the future: (6)

Elements of your past that have been with you since childhood, and you resort to these often.

These elements are 3-fold:

When you were a child, you had friends over one day. These friends perceived you as inadequate in these three areas.

They perceived you as being standoffish, irreverent, and incapable of playing with them in a way that worked for them.

There was another time in childhood, you resisted being punished through seducing your mother. This produced a realization that this could be accomplished at any time. That certain things were present: (6)

That you organized your life the way that person wanted.
That you deemed it possible for you to mow them down.
You had to emotionally honor them.
There were times when you creatively were able to suggest several variations to their logic.
If you could do this, then they could be persuaded or seduced through the uncertainty they were holding.
Your position in all this had to fortunately be one of using your voice in a certain way (linking your sacral and throat center together to create deception).

Often as a child, when you were alone, you mentally created exactly how you needed something to go. You formed a strategy. This prevented you from being in the moment in the situation you were attached to the outcome with. It provided for you the following:

A sense of pleasure in manipulation.
A sense of self-worship.
A sense of being in control of your environment.
A way of organizing your feelings.
A way of getting attention from your father.
A way of suppressing the expectations of others.
A way of enhancing your well-being.

Necessarily in order for you to achieve peace of mind, it was important that you be relatively capable of getting what you wanted in your home environment for several reasons.

Over time your sense of direction, coupled with these patterns, created several different sub personalities. These sub personalities (8) are directly contributed to the above. These sub personalities are:

Your mother’s sense of self – this helped your mother get your sense of self. Your ability to see yourself as your mother allowed you to control and manipulate your mother and move you in a direction in life.

The control freak – this Subpersonality was created to enhance your sense of superiority / self-worship, that you had developed earlier in childhood. Your honoring of yourself gives you a sense of relative perfection and thus creates a judgmental frame of mind. This creates the necessity to control others and situations to mirror your sense of perfection. It also provides you with an elevated sense of awareness in terms of what needs to take place according to your ideas. Thus, your orchestration of events, pursuant to these needs, recognizes that you are superior.

There are others around you that you attract and make them endear themselves to you. This Subpersonality, which we could call, Endearing Princess. This Subpersonality has the ability to get those around you to do what you need and require. It also gives you a sense of relationship to the world that works for you. Such is the pattern of your day-to-day life.

Forever and a day, your world turns around this subpersonality. It is one which can reverently be called Need for Organized Happiness. Its influence is to be in a state of organized happiness, because organized happiness that for better or worse defines the reasons you do anything.

This Subpersonality competes for relative perfection among your peers. It gives you a false sense of being as well as a means or a way to improve yourself as your environment dictates. Whoever they are, you challenge yourself to develop yourself along their particular state of perfection.

Relationships come and go. Your ability to create and break relationships congruent upon meeting these above variables has prevented you from registering yourself. If relationships are created and destroyed based upon real need, then one’s ability to find/perceive oneself is enhanced. This is because a real need is inherent in the soul body itself and symbolizes not only a way that the individual needs to unfold them, but also the direction their life needs to go to express their true nature.

Undeniably, you have created your persona based upon several variables, innate within your own karmic pattern, and thus comprise your own destiny. It is forthright and necessary to do so. But this destiny needs to eventuate in the manifestation or demonstration of the following: 86

Of your eventual happiness.
Of your group destiny (oversoul and eventually group soul) in terms of dharma.
Unfolding of your evolutionary potential. (8)

For this pattern, which we spoke of above, it must eventuate in greater self-awareness. It also must eventuate with a greater sense of love and appreciation for the world around you. Nevertheless, this pattern is basically complete.

This understanding that you presently have in respect to this pattern will further evolve your sense of self as you reflect upon it. It will tell/suggest the following things:

Why your mother is in your life.
Why you have committed yourself to your present occupation/avocation – healing /self-healing.
What is your potential destiny, in terms of the group soul.

There are other things in your auric field that prevent you from registering accurately (182)

Four Vices in the Aura:

Reflects your inability to perceive yourself as a person capable of honoring your mental karmic debts. This means that you are not capable of registering how it is that you have received what you have received mentally. All knowledge has a price, and the price is responsibility. The correct use of knowledge in your case will balance your karmic debt.

Lesson one in Christianity is honor your mother and your father. Your understanding of this phrase, gives you a sense of satisfaction, given that your parents under the Christian church creed are required to be there for you. Thus, you have a propensity to use that knowledge against them. You have on many occasions endeavored to see them, not your parents but at the same time, make them believe that you were honoring them as such. I honor you only under these conditions.

Another example represents lesson number two. There is in religious doctrine a saying that to be with the Lord you must take care of His children. Given that knowledge, you have a propensity to get other people to help you out. You really didn’t need their help, but because of the endearing princess’ subpersonality identity (manipulation, control, self-worship) you used the knowledge to feed this pattern. Note: Whenever you identify with the pattern, you identify all those things that relate to it. Think about how this prevents me from receiving clearly in meditation?

You would be surprised how simple it is for the soul to block reception to guidance forms (sources) coming into your personality space. To do this all the soul has to do is to look the other way. The reason the soul looks the other way is so that the knowledge coming into the world is not positioned due to your patterns of self-identity and moves you closer to the left-hand path due to karma of form as knowledge is form. It will just create more karma. This relates to the misuse of knowledge – knowledge is karmic debt. It would also apply to guidance for other people, special techniques for someone else, or yourself.

It also prevents you from clearly registering the true source of the knowledge and you never think about it in terms of its original intent.

It can cause a problem in reception due to your propensity to put everything in a personality format – to use knowledge for personal self-gain.

Another way it can be used to prevent reception in meditation: You have already several abilities and gifts unfolded from past lives. These gifts and abilities allow you to make your contribution to others. These gifts if not properly used, or if you make people pay excessive amounts of money to receive these gift related benefits (which was free for you) or stipulate attachments and conditions. This will prevent you from getting other knowledge that was to be used for the same or similar purpose.

A Vice can be defined as having a characteristic of being self-serving and not life contributing. There seems to be reflection in your kama-manasic aura depicting different forms of self-worship. These forms of self-workshop relate to this pattern.

There is an understanding that you need from others and particularly that they provide you with a form of interaction where by you can perceive yourself as being totally correct in most things that you say. If the other person does not create this form you feel judged as a child in this pattern. As a child, it was necessary for you to seem or act like you were correct in order to survive. You don’t need to make judgments when this need is fulfilled. Thus, you will survive.

The second form that is reflected. You have been given an artistic perception of life. This gives you a high degree of sensitivity to visual proportions, et.al. This came about through your willingness in past lives to go through a lot of pain and suffering. This form is used in this pattern to prevent others from segregating out of the environment those elements which are significant to your sense of comfort. When these things are not given to you, you produce a set of circumstances that conditions their beingness in relation to you in such a way that you will prevent them from honoring themselves. You don’t feel that you are being honored, so you reflect that back on others. You segregate out of their environment, things that are important to them. You segregate out of their ethics or morality that produces a gap in their integrity and you hold that up to them. You provide a way of seeing themselves that is not really true in respect to their overall beingness but just exacerbates very small characteristics.

Let it be known that your world turns day in and day out according to a plan you have created unknowingly. If you could see the emanations in your auric field and see the pattern that you have created or the color pattern of this form in your field you would realize that you are a victim of your own creative past. What you create you can destroy. This particular pattern created at an early age; has these particular color emanations we would like to point out as existing in different parts of your aura to give you a sense of what this would look like. (6)

Underneath your feet – murky yellow, symbolizing that where you tread in life, must first of all be socially acceptable to you and give you a sense of personality bearing. Thus, if you identify with your subpersonality patterns as to what is acceptable then at some point you don’t really understand how you get into these situations when you identify with a different subpersonality pattern.

This is your feet and where your feet should take you refers to how to be in a socially acceptable situation in terms of your soul or life purpose. But, the pattern is instead based on wherever you can be in control of and feel the way you need to feel, then that is an acceptable place for you to be.

Light greenish yellow around your right knee in the front. This relates to the pattern that you have received a relative degree of calmness from perceiving yourself as bowing down to what it is that you believe life has meant to be given to you. Receiving things from life in a personal way. I invoke from life what I need because I worship myself in some way. Life needs to give me massages because of who I am. I bow down to life only to receive what I need along these lines. Will bow down to people to have certain things accomplished or to manifest is from this pattern. Manifests as:

Organized happiness- past.
Referencing other people – picking their brains (networking).
Receive information – Such as from this evaluation.

You are filling the needs of these subpersonalities and not the real needs of the environment. Meditate why these things are coming up in terms of meditating and seeing information correctly.

Two other major forms in your kama-manasic aura.

Image of a mouth being open. “I am the one who scored the highest.” When you are projecting you are not listening.

Front, throat. Needs to be perceived as number one. From family and astrology (first house influences), and from competitiveness with siblings. It is a hazy gray shadow that blocks the whole front of your body. It is there to protect you. But the protection prevents you from receiving whatever from other people. Mostly it prevents you from perceiving their concerns. As they don’t matter to this pattern. Looks just like a shield and held close to your body. It produces depression. Not able to receive from others their real concerns in a competitive space.

There are six smaller patterns that feed the major pattern.

There are those things within your future that you are picking up on that pull you off your center (12)

There are situations in your present life, unresolved that prevent you from aligning (8)

To effectuate a change in this status, do the following six things.

To redeem your past requires you to understand it.
To bring in the lesson every day that guides you into your correct pattern.
To eliminate these 16 past life interference’s. (cell memories)
Register everyday reverence.
Sanctify your aura or space. (12)
Do what is suggested when it comes through in meditation.

All along you have been given training and this training has led you down the path you are now on. This path will be resolved once you can do the following (6)

Resonate to the 2nd aspect of the soul (consciousness/guidance).
See yourself as a gifted interpreter of images.
Resonate with the soul patterns of those around you.
Hold yourself in meditation – hold the vibration of yourself in meditation. Perceive yourself as yourself, identifying with yourself!
Keep your meditative attitude throughout the day.
Prevent yourself from sliding backwards.

To the world we give thanks and gratitude for those beings who have assisted us along the way. This needs to be your daily thought.

A Couple of Laws that it would be useful for you to keep:

This law pertains to the concept of securing grace through the letting of the idea that you will be able to meet your service objectives this life.

It is important to reconcile your belief in your present self adequately enough to carry out your objectives.

It is also important to perceive this goal as worthy of your attempt. But keeping in mind it is up to god or that which supports him.

It is an unknown as to whether spirit is with you or not and in your case it appears to be scheduled from time to time to keep you in direction of the winds.

Spirit is merciful also and will not let you be crucified unwillingly if karma permits.

Spirit per say is always with one but always not actively.

The best that we can do is not always good enough.

Neither is it any guarantee of success.

The law implies that so ever agrees to give up their life for god is given an opportunity to do so.

It also implies that who so ever leaves behind the world will also inherit the kingdom of god.

In your case it has been decided to let you try to make it happen and to support your process up to a point.

Neither is it written that a soul who attempts to serve the plan must be supported.

Law 2:

It is alright to perceive yourself as a member of hierarchy and also a member of some ray ashram. It is important you re-frame yourself from telling others as it is not within the protocol at this time. Neither is it wise to see yourself as this.

You might know of a way to do it that requires indirect awareness, but your reply is always silence.

There is a secondary or implied law that states that for each entering member of the lodge it is decided to give them an opportunity to serve thereby.

This law further implies that only as a member is able to serve will he be given further opportunity to progress.

It is further implying that the laws of the land where the aspirant dwells he dwells must likewise be kept.

It is further decided that to obey the law of the land all other laws must be forfeited.

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Son of Mind – Guidance for a Probationary Disciple

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Subjective Guidance Sources – Group & Individual – Some Examples

Spiritual Guidance I – Soul-Mind-Brain Alignment Intent – Introduction

Nicholas Roerich Museum

A Karmic Evaluation for an Aspirant as Part of a Healing Session – An Example

Many ages ago in later Lemuria you requested to be given access to information on why life existed as part of your life’s purpose. It was during this life period you requested information on how to train your mental capacities. You mastered the existing understanding or history of ideas at this time. On account of your increased mental development, you quickly advanced in your evolution.

In early Atlantis you fell backwards and never regained this earlier soul status until now. The major reason for this is due to six major factors:

Self-centeredness.
Used your knowledge for self-gain.
Understood very little about the purpose for life.
Never understood why you fail backwards but assumed that god perceived your as being bad.
Really never liked being who you were as an individual.
Orchestrated many times a disbelief in god or your divinity.

This life you have the opportunity to regain this soul status and move forward as you have put yourself in a perfect position to do so. Due to your actions in this life, you have effectively released much karma and have decided as a soul to further your relationship with certain souls.

It is at this time further karma can be released: (6)

Karma related to being a minority “black woman” in this culture. (12)

This implies that you have not yet understood why you are (or chosen to be) a highly trained mentally and also religious and spiritual black woman as opposed so some other coloring and disposition this life.
You are also not acceptable of those who are racist.
It also means your karma is such that you have denied black women certain inalienable rights in previous lives.
There were several (8) lives where you were a man and in each of these lives mistreated black women.
It also means you is expected to treat this same type of men you encounter now as being capable of treating black women as equals or better yet insists on it.
There were other (3) lives that you were a male and treated black women less unjustly but in these lives as a dominant male you understood your role model to such so in other words your actions were not so bad.
It is important that you share your views in these regards with others as this is a part of your group karma and its intended resolution.
It is also important that you not try to abuse others due to their racist views.
There are further understandings that you need to make in discussions and promote:
- First is that all men need to understand that black women are just typical humans like anyone else.
- Second that men of whatever type must understand that black women are individuals also and cannot be treated as a group.

Karma generated in Atlantis was related to dark magic. (14)

There was a time in your career when you used dark magic. It was a time when the race was caught up in this elemental devic magic.

During this racial time most people used magic as a way of life, and this slowly degraded to dark magic.

It was during this time you found yourself a part of this group along with me.

In these six lives you acquired much knowledge of these forces and used this knowledge as a person whom others could count on to assist them to get things.

In a way you could be counted on as a person whom others could depend on.

The types of magic that you acquired were basic and represented those types of forms necessary to find a relationship or sexual partner; to get somebody to fall in love with you sexually and then ask them for favors.

Another type was your ability to get a client whatever they asked for in terms of feelings they wanted to have others feel about them.

Another type was your ability to recruit people to help those in need of something.

It was these types of dark magic that predisposed you to manipulating people.

It was also these types of magic that prevented you from attracting those who could assist you in your unfoldment.

Karma related to you as a person.

Karma related to use of occultism.

Karma generated in this life around your use of your mind to get what you want (for personal reasons).

Karma with respect to your sexuality and your use of it.

There are other karmas of different sorts but these above six are presently the major ones. (8)

Many times, the group soul wanted you to leave your previous arrangements you made with others which were not in anyone’s highest good and on occasions you would not, and this provided difficult lessons for you at those times. On account of this it is difficult for you to create arrangements with others in your highest good this life. We want you to know that it will not be possible for you to make decisions along these lines until you is soul conscious.

In other words, she is safe if you assist you. It is important you understand this and accept this as a reality. It is true that you both have had similar karma in this respect and thus can adjust it in respect to each other. You would be wise to see this as an opportunity to adjust all of the above karma’s as well.

You is regarded as having the necessary gifts to assist many others and for this reason you is being given an opportunity to develop other gifts for service reasons. These gifts are as follows: (6)

The first gift is coming up soon and is the gift of divine or faith healing.

The next gift will come after above one and is the gift to take initiation.

The next gift after that is the gift of following the path.

The next gift after that is the gift of relinquishing the earlier gains to be replaced with the following lesser gifts: (6)

Gift of clairvoyance.
Gift of clairaudience.
Gift of perceiving the future.
Gift of perceiving the past.
Gift of perceiving those souls around you and the understanding of their real needs.
Gift of perceiving those on your path.

The next gift after that is the gift of providing teachings for others on the path.

The next gift after that is the gift of seeing others as disciples.

You have provided for us much hope in your future and in response to this gratitude we feel we want you to receive from us these special gifts: (6)

Gifts of seeing others in terms of their auric problems.
Gift of enhancing another’s mental heart unfoldment—what they love.
Gift of taking for granted certain other’s soul presence with you in your healing work with others.
Gift of accepting yourself as a soul.
Gift of honoring yourself as a person.
Gift of using of the sacrificial will of the soul.

You have accomplished much in this life and even much more will be achieved shortly and for you to continue to unfold your potential it will be necessary to perceive yourself as part of a subjective group. This subjective group is not one you presently are aware of but must be registered by you and its guidance followed.

It is this task that is given to you between this Wesak and next—the task of integrating with this group.

To begin with it is imperative that you again align to the yellow light symbolizing your guiding disciple.

To do this requires you to accept this as necessary. You would be wise to make this a part of your daily meditations.

Spiritual Guidance & Evaluation – A Healing Related Evaluation for a Disciple

Six Energies of a Soul Body – Spiritual Guidance Example for a Probationary Disciple

A Short Life Path Evaluation/Guidance for a Probationary Disciple – An Example

Guidance for a Probationary Disciple Losing His Way

The Nature of People in the Light of the Soul – A Guidance Moment for a Probationary Disciple

Spiritual Guidance – Six Lessons Learned Not to Do in Giving Out Subjective Guidance

Son of Mind – Guidance for a Probationary Disciple

Guidance From a Sub-Ashram for A Probationary Disciple

Spiritual Guidance – Mental Organization Issues Needing Resolved for a Probationary Initiate – An Example

Spiritual Psychology – Some Spiritual Guidance for An Aspirant – An Example

Guidance for an Aspirant – Path of Judaism & The Ancient Wisdom Teachings

Subjective Guidance Sources – Group & Individual – Some Examples

Spiritual Guidance I – Soul-Mind-Brain Alignment Intent – Introduction

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Spiritual Guidance for an Aspirant – The Soul in an Initial Communication with Its Reflection

An Aspirant can be considered the combined aspects of the soul and its reflection in the lower three worlds of the personality existence. Each aspirant to the mysteries has unique real needs based upon its Dweller’s limiting and virtuous characteristics. This reification represents a reasonable example of an earlier soul, mind, brain communication.

(Please note that the characteristics of the Dweller (on the Threshold) can be classified in an almost endless fashion and appear also to be basically endless. These characteristics and real needs would take volumes to address for each of us.)

Source: Soul of Aspirant

Your essential beingness is one in which together you and I have over the course of many lives been engaged in waiting for each of us to pay attention to the other. Essential it has been a waiting game for several reasons. (6)

You did not have enough sense to contact me.

It was no value for me to contact you.

It was in our best interest to wait.

It was ordered that I not train you yet.

It was not permitted that you receive instruction on the teachings.

Nor was it permitted that you purify yourself as it was too early to be of usefulness to everyone given your dharma.

Each of us has been waiting for now and this means now is the time to move forward together. (8)

To do this requires that you receive from me guidance continuously.

It means you are not permitted to ignore me.

It means you are now ready for what I have to offer.

It means you are being prepared for initiation.

It means you are being absorbed with me.

It means you are being given a chance to salvage yourself.

It means you are permitted liberation at some exact date.

It means you will never again be able to be human again in the same ways,

It means you and I will be always together.

There are among us great souls and these souls will assist in the process of building the Antahkarana. They will also assist in the making of a connection to the buddhic consciousness. To believe in yourself is the only requirement now. All others will follow after that.

There are those aspects of yourself you’re not in touch with and they are four:

There are those elements within your soul body that are good: (6)

Reasonable assurance of the truth is yours.
There are no doubts as to your level of knowledge.
There are those gifts which you have developed.
There are those qualities you have developed.
There are those alignments you have secured.
There are those unfoldments you have made.

There are those aspects of yourself that you need to get in touch with: (6)

You need to be aware that we on the soul side of life see things differently than that of those human units reflected on the outside. To begin with we see things in terms of patterns of energy and not forces. Secondly we see things in wholes. This means that soul recognition is about seeing everything as interrelated to everything else. The purpose here is to get you to realize that you have this characteristic and that it is well developed. It also means you need to accept this as being a fact as it is all that there is in terms of being an advanced soul.

There are those characteristics that you need to round out your causal or soul body. (6)

–There are four areas of your life needing the most attention:

Integrating into feeling humanity thus letting your guard down.

Accepting the truth of yourself as a being not in charge of your life but an extension of the group life. Realizing you are about to be precipitated into chaos without a place to run to in terms of the real world and to be prepared for major disappointment in terms of being recognized for who you are.

Organizing your life to be successful financially; this means creating finances that will sustain your service.

Making all of your own food and drink and never letting any other human being prepare it—Gold Deva prepares it through blessing.

Suggestions: (4)

All manners of people you mingle with every day; it is important you try not to touch any of them.

It is important you try to not to go out in public unless you have to.

It is important to live in the woods.

It is important you lie on the ground every day.

–There are those qualities you need to build in your personal expression. (6)

You have need for the quality of patience with yourself.

You have need of the characteristic or quality of not telling the truth.

You have need for the ability to register from Master.

You have the need to be able to say I am a God.

You have the need for impunity or fearlessness for letting others understand what is in their best interest.

You have the need to let go of being (dweller) yourself.

Affirmations for a Friend in the Moment

Soul Centered Relationships (Guidance for a Friend)

The Nature of People in the Light of the Soul – A Guidance Moment for a Probationary Disciple

Seeing Clearer the Soul and the Personality – An Essay

Ways the Soul Sees its Reflection in the Lower Planes – Some Simple Theory & Exercises

Demonstrating the Truth of your Soul Connection

Nature of the One Soul – Some Thoughts

Guidance for an Aspirant – Path of Judaism & The Ancient Wisdom Teachings

A Letter to an Intimate Soul Mate whose Purpose has Pasted

Nicholas Roerich Museum - Lord of the Night

Aspirants – Honor Yourself

Posted on 1 March 20247 August 2024 by worldarising

These twelve ways to honor yourself will assist you in expanding into yourself.

Honor your goodness.

Honor the remnants of past life lessons.

Honor and perceive the Glory of Life within you.

Honor and dedicate your day to God.

Honor and presume your task is Service for the Christ.

Honor and recognize your purposeful place in the world.

Honor and enjoy life.

Honor and commit yourself to Him that rules the world.

Honor and obey the dictates of the soul.

Honor and love others as yourself.

Honor and give strength to others that require it.

Honor and obey the Ashram in all things.

All impressions posted herein, denoted and summarized were soul impacted from subjective sources and were than were mentally registered, organized, recorded, and brain conceptualized, and given contextual composition language. All interpretations of the impression sources herein are the responsibility of the recorder – H.Z.

A Sacred Teaching of Master R.

The Masters & Spirit – Some Adjunct Teachings (Revised 03-19-24)

My Secret Verse

An Ancient Apothegm

A Very Old Apothegm

The One Ashram following the Path of Those who came before Them – An Apothegm

The Joining with the Lord

Mastery of Time

A Call to Battle On

450,000-Year-Old Treatise from 7th Ray Ashram

The Tides of Life

Advice from a Fellow Traveler upon the Subjective Way

Honor One’s Elders – Guidance for an Aspirant

An Honoring

A Viewpoint on Humanity

The Connection to the One Who waits upon the Shore of Infinite Love

The Long-Forgotten Son

The Lord Serves

The Way is Clear for a Friend (Subpersonality)

The Lord Waits Patiently to Assist You

The Lord Waits

Planetary Son of Mind through Son of Mind for World Related Soul-Personalities

My Hour Comest

Atmic Plane (Golden Deva)

Daring to be Great

An Atmic Mind Realization

We Climb Seeking our Reason for Existence

The Truth Lost

The Gift of the Aquarian Age

The Circle of Creation

The Awakening Ones

Ode to the Flowers

Following the Cosmic Sound

Essence of the Aquarian Goal

A Whispering from Evolved Spirits

Nicholas Roerich Museum - Chandra River

Guidance for an Aspirant – Path of Judaism & The Ancient Wisdom Teachings

First of all, your consideration of a possible path based upon Judaism is consistent with the Ageless Wisdom Teachings and in this regard it is fundamentally important that one’s train of thought be exposed to the following 14-ideas.

We have given you much information on the whereabouts of a way to think about the hierarchy of evolving souls/spirits/devas/units of life, et.al. and in this capacity one can ascertain truths in the relationship of man to the Unknown. We regard the idea of evolution as the trend of man to become that other which we have no real name, and it is in this capacity to reach the conclusion that his likeness is more godlike in the respect to that which is his/her archetype. It is in this regard that the evolution of form has in some way an unfolding or exemplification of that which streams in as like attracts like. It is to this end that all prayer and meditations condition substance of one’s vehicles in the likeness of its repose. We regard the Judaic position, in this light, to be one of further testimony to the idea that their world created so long ago vibrates in delight as to the implacability of their alignment regardless of whether or not they have the faith or not as long as genetically or Source identified (and not used in its normal denotation).

It is this group response to substance for so long aligned to this Judaic Source that keeps them within the karmic boundary of such substance/forms. It is in this regard that they find the truth as to their god. We would like you to reflect upon the idea that your Source of inspiration is from a variety of Sources based upon your alignment at any one time and it is in this regard we warn you of the difficulty in finding truth outside of this alignment. We regard each one’s path as part of their life’s training and in this regard your training is multifold and varied and this for good measure. We respect your idea that your Judaic roots go deep into the very substratum of your beingness or substance but on the other hand so do all of the rest of your Source alignments. At each cycle what is the one thing that cues its turning point anyway? For you it is the establishing of a sense of direction back into the world cued by Mercury transiting your Sun through the 6th house and your Mars transiting Venus in the 8^th house. It is to this end we can better think about this process. We have given you the idea of your life forces streaming in or streaming out and under these conditions you find yourself going and coming as with the gods if you are sensitive and evolved.

You have been given the idea that each of you on the outer planes sees life as an unfolding panorama of unexpected events whose cause is basically unknown. It is to this end that we dedicate our lives; and in this regard our missions are fulfilled or not by our ability to explain our lives. It is in this regard that each of us finds solace in the expectation that life is working on our behalf and in this way we begin to treasure our experiences as our own. It is also in this regard that each of us finds more solace in that we begin to develop a growing sense of relationship with this unknown that finds favor with us – we call it God. To this end we develop our whole lives around pursuing what works for us in this capacity. We delight when our experiences somehow nurture us and fret when they do not and in this way we create a philosophy over time to explain causation.

We give you now a more fuller picture of your life: You have been given the idea you will be working alongside of others in promoting your ultimate values and in this regard you are working for the One Life in this capacity and to this end you are called by way of your alignment at this time given the nature of this particular alignment it has taken you into the world and this world you have created. It is in this world that you are continuously finding yourself and in this regard your world includes those you love and care about and thus includes them and their beliefs. We encourage you to wonder why you have chosen this world of particular values to serve in and to this end we encourage you to find yourself as stated above. Your life is one of constant change due to the values (and thus people and events) you surround yourself with and it is in this regard your soul cycle (or set of lives in body) has come to enforce its pull upon your substance which you identify with. We have given you the idea you’re working in the world of Judaic values now and in this regard you will find solace in such a way as to be “delighted” with this path and to this end your work in the world will be better accomplished once you know what it is. You have been given the idea you will be working in some capacity to envision the world a better place based upon values needing to be inculcated and in this capacity you have been well placed. We regard this placement as an extension of an earlier alignment with the truths of Hermes and related to the idea of ensuring wisdom be placed back into our school systems wherever found and in this way the world and be a better place for you to live as you require wisdom to be in your life.

We would like to give you the idea that each set of prayers or meditations give rise to some different type of supplication to deity and in this regard quality is assured—as we spoke above. On the other hand, each set of prayers also give rise to a conditioning of the ethers in such a way as to prevent also other qualities from entering in and to this regard the world turns.

We would like to inform you of an opportunity to turn the world in a certain direction. This direction is in its turn commanded by one of the lesser gods (if you please) and in this capacity God is well served in His high place. And for this to happen on a regular basis the world needs to diversify or turn many times to capture the subtly of this Being and in return He is better pleased so-to-speak. And in this way we all come around to His position. His position as of lately seems to Be One of Being in Control of worldly processes in an effort to withstand the enormous pressures upon His Heart; and this is in regard to His Longing to be Mated with His Beloved and in this regard Wisdom is His tool for the service of the masses at this time.

We would like to say that it is relatively impossible to know His stature but to all outer triadal effects it seems apparent that His Life is one of great acceptance in the local Cosmos or at least that Cosmos we can know. It has come to our attention His Will is like no other time in human history and His goal will not be thwarted by human complacency. To this end we will achieve that creativity and genius that is the hallmark of Judaic alignment. To this end also the world will become a paradise waiting to be founded in the local galaxy. We have given you this scenario as a means to represent something not really thinkable in His terms but as an effect of known causation experienced by those who have gone before closer to His godliness and in this regard this above outcome is coming down the Stream.

We would like you to believe that the God of the Ages has been with us (and yet not in His livingness) as the controlling force upon the planet and in this regard the Judaic alignment has recognized, in its own way, His unique and particular Laws that give rise to the plenty on all levels and in this regard this following prayer addresses. We would like you to repeat this prayer every day to see how the alignment affects you or does not. This prayer has been said by thousands of disciples of this god throughout the ages and dates back to Lemuria and came from a place not from this planet. We hope this prayer satisfies your quest for knowledge as well as provide a good feeling and in this regard it has served its potential. [14 lines: 6^th Ray Ashram]

We call upon the Winds of time that bloweth upon the Waters.
The Waters heave and descend to where the Great Ones wait.
Upon the Infinite Shore stands the Nameless One shrouded by the Mysteries of Space.
Upon the sands there arises before the Nameless One a Universe filled with universes.
And to this end He bloweth upon the Waters through eternity
We seeketh that which giveth Life with each out Breath and taketh Life with each in Breath so we may move with that throughout Eternity.
We move with the Nameless One through each night following each Day without pause and to this end we Serve.
His hour that reckons our fate is unknown to all but the Great Ones That do His bidding.
His Heart is unknown to all.
His Love is Known to those that (Who) succeed in their quest for His sake.
His Beauty is adorned by all who regard all is lost except for His Presence.
We seeketh this end, the world turning–Night into Day.
And to this end we triumph by Him Being Nameless.
Silence, Silence, Silence

We have given you thoughtform in the respect that each of these “prayers” have relationship to the One Life from various turnings of the world and in this regard this “prayer’ is recited daily by the masters and disciples of the One Ashram and in this regard they are following the Path of those who came before them:

The Lord standeth upon the pinnacle of the sound that reaches down the Path trodden throughout Eternity.
Upon this Path travels alone and unaided, all those who seeketh the sound within the Silence.
Upon this Path awaits those who travel not alone.
To Journey together back to the Source.
This Journey ends together at that Place where the sound stops.
At this Place standeth the Lord receiving all unaided and aided by each upon the endless Way.
At this juncture the Path turns and again the upward Way is trodden.
Before the end and at the beginning the Path returns to the Source of the Word.
The load is light but the Joy Abundant.
Upon this Path the Lord is near and yet far into the distance as the Word goes forth into the Unknown awaiting the ear of all those whose silence is great.
Upon this Path the surge is great but the hour passeth in repose.
Upon this Path all seeketh for Eternity the Word.

We are giving you this prayer as a means to discover within yourself a way to escape into the unknown in such a way as to generate a momentary loss of personal identity and in this regard your work here is related to the idea of formulating a theoretical approach to oneself as a pure abstraction. It is in this regard we move from abstraction to abstraction upon the wayward journey home. In this regard it is important to deliver to you a fundamentally approachable idea of working hand in hand with one’s Creator to better create a workable solution to the problem of Purpose; and in this regard the meeting of Minds must continue onwards into the unknown.

You have been given the idea that Purpose is about God’s Plan somehow manifesting through time but in reality it is complete and its workable becomes our solution to the problem of Purpose and it is in our hands that it was meant to be worked out and you would be wise to consider this problem seriously in your own lives.

You have been given the idea that the world is fundamentally of one purposeful view point when it comes to the Being that animates it and it is to this purpose that animates all life upon this planet. We have given you this information about the Purpose of the Soul of S.K. as a means to satisfy your quest for more knowledge upon this subject and in this regard you must consider a way to enhance your understanding more from the astronomical and occult points of view. It would be wise to consider yourself fortunate to receive this information in its fullness at this time as the Lord is busy preparing for a great event taking place in the Arcturus part of the galaxy and in this regard all eyes within the local galaxy are upon this happening. In regard to the Purpose aspect being exchanged here occultly you need to consider a way to go that eliminates the idea of constructive play and look upon it as an opportunity to become entrenched within the new stream of qualified energies being released for the constructive aspect upon the buddhic plane. This form or re-constructive energies is already full, but its fullness is now extended through the use of this technique of cosmic Astral Identification along the lines paralleling the ensoulment of comic Astral Substance by a cosmic Deva and in this regard the fruits of the Soul of S.K. are being reified if you like but in this way the whole planet is affected by the impact it has upon planetary buddhic. We regard this alignment as a means where those upon the 6^th Cosmic Path have demonstrated “infusion” of dynamic substance into an area or body of space that relates S.K. to the larger group and in this regard the following prayer will take you.

The Battle of the Ascended Ones reacheth the apex of their Success.
The War of the Heavens rages on and reaps the Past and the Future into the Now.
We regain our composure and sing our Praise to those that have gone before.
And in this Song our Hearts are Pure and our Love Absolute.
And in this Song our Vision Sure.
With this Knowledge we gain the Dragons Crest and Bestow upon the Battle Ground that which the Dragon “bares/bears”.
The Worlds Cry Forth into the Night for the Legions of the Ascended Ones battling.
Upon this Response comes the Whirling Forces descending into the heart of all and registers the Warriors Cry.
Upon this Battle Field the Word goes forth into the Night—Behold I make all things anew and just proportions unto the Day.
And with this comes that Peace which surpasseth understanding that descends upon each according to their need.
The Ascended Ones Spoke and the Word listened and all was Silent for an Aeon.
Upon this Silence the worlds still moved but only where the Ascended Ones could not travel.
It is this Place that the Dragon becomes the Mulaprakriti and in this Place the Dragon becomes the messenger of the Word.
The worlds reawaken to the Dragon’s quivering as all is not lost upon the battlefield.
The worlds slumber again but keep abreast of the Dragon’s Thrill.
The world returns to the shore-less Shore and again the Dragon becomes the Golden Cosmic Egg.

This next prayer relates to the idea of you receiving more information about the way your soul is now traveling in the cosmos. It would be wise for you to follow your soul’s intent here and register the life forces flowing into the planet from its point of view. Would like you to achieve a certain sense of resolution that each form cannot be known but the energies can be known in terms of the quality of the day as you were asked to evaluate; and in this regard your ability to abstract this quality to reflect more the soul’s is what is being asked here. We would like you to achieve a certain sense of resonance with the idea of you receiving these energies even if the source is not known for in affect this is what we are about in channeling energies into the earth’s grid for clarification and blending into cosmos and for this to happen the earth needs to be receptive at all levels for this to happen effectively.

The manners of people who achieve enlightenment are those that contribute the greatest number of mistakes in their lives and for you to be great require many mistakes made and atoned. It is in this way we move forward to become all by making all a part of us. It is to this behalf we register Grace more fully as it is invoked more fully. We have given you this saying as a way to more courageously forward in making mistakes and trusting life will take care of you based upon its compassionate stance.

The hour has arrived that all wo-men wait; and to this hour the Lord standeth ready.
It has come to pass (the prophecy true) that all waiteth upon the Lord, and the Lord is content.
The prophecy true that the wo-men came and went, the sky came and went, and the Lord came and went.
The hour has come when the Sea of Akasha will rise up and engulf the heaven worlds and return back to their Source and all will be well again in the Eye of the One.
The hour has come when the cosmic worlds see beyond their horizon a gleaming light radiating upon the distant shore and this Light shineth until the Day cometh unto us.
The moment arrives in our life (as spirit) that recognizes this perfected (Absolute) Light and travels thus to this Source.
The moment arrives when wo-men (as spirit) rejoice in the wayward journey Home to this horizon–the moment sure within their Heart.
The wo-men venture forth into this world of Darkness beyond the veil of time and space.
The wo-men retreat back to the Place that gave rise to Spirit initially.
It is at this Place we find ourselves standing with Eye Aflame.
And from this Eye radiates All that redeemed us.
It is here the Radiation returns again from whence it came.

This prayer is about a way to move forward into the unknown to have one believe in yourself and in this way you can achieve a certain sense of direction related to S.K.’s Plan; would like to say purpose but this is not really knowable.

The world turns and all thereon finds hope in progress made.
The world turns and all thereon sees from a distance their star shining.
The world turns and all (Nirvanis) thereon smells the radiance of life ever after.
The Many returns to the One and One (Solar Logoi) returns.
The Hour struck, the Heart Blossoms, the (Greater Cosmic) World Turns.
We Who have found the Way, (We) See the Dawn, (the Way) Returning from the Mists and from hence Blossoming unto another Way (That which lies outside of the Cosmic Lotus).
The Hour struck and the Lhas (Greater, Greater Cosmic Logoi–Galaxy) arisen and in the Dust the many returns to absorb the One.
And in this way, the creatures of all designs, again find hope in being.
And in this way, the Lords symbolize the hope of all.
And in this way, the manner of the worlds determines the fate of all.
The funnel sounds and the upward way sees itself returning from whence it came.
The (spirit) world turns.
The (substance) world turns.
The (unknown Heart) world turns.

The Temple in the Heavens represents all possible Wisdom unfolding in the Universe of universes and on each level the wisdom created is a natural outpouring of understanding and truth known through the unfolding of life experiencing Life. The Solar wisdom is that much wisdom that the many lives have touched within the solar experience. Galactic wisdom is that much wisdom that has been unfolded by the Lives contained within Galaxy to date.

Over identification with your mind as being you; thus, four areas of concern in being able to achieve future success:

First area of concern is that of continuing existing relationship patterns.
Second being that your dedication to a life path is yet incomplete.
Third is that of controlling your desires for world success.
Fourth is that of being able to achieve a sense of Self that becomes you.

Fourteen areas of release required:

Patterns of resonance that puts you in your family’s path for support outside of your own needs.
Patterns that reflect an old way of being that permits others to control you through their personality needs.
Patterns that exhibit control of your environment in such a way as you create unnecessary tension between you and those you are working with.
Patterns of joy related to old ways of being in the world.
Patterns of helpfulness which are not related to souls’ intents.
Patterns related to being in the world in ways that are denigrating you.
Patterns that reflect a growing concern you have for the world in terms of being able to change things that need change.
Patterns that reflect your particular point of view of world processes.
Patterns that inhibit you from expressing yourself.
Patterns that permit you to work with others but are not aligned again with your soul’s intent.
Patterns not reflective of where you are today as a soul in body.
Patterns that demonstrate to others you are in control of your life spiritually.
Patterns that reflect your growing concern for others around you but do not assist them with these needs.
Patterns that reflect the nature of your being-ness in first part of this life and past lives retained in auric field.

Full Moon Message for Client:

Group Soul: (6)

Need you to reply to HZ’s suggestions here in that we choose to work through him for your benefit. It would be wise to consider yourself able to digest this information.
Want you to consider taking some time to work with L to define for her some of your paradigm issues around Judaism—it would be wise for you to accept tentatively whatever she says but work them into a workable framework at your leisure.
Would be wise to consider yourself fortunate that you are gifted in these four areas and need to expand your control of these gifts:

Need you to believe that you are capable of reading another’s auric field kama-manasically and to do this only requires you to love them and in this way you can generate those feelings necessary to define their present reality.
You need to remember that your past lives are strewed with many examples of being able to work occultly and to this end this life will take you once you have unfolded brain-mind-soul awareness it is to this end your achievements need unfold.
You have been given the gift of treading water in ways that permit proper decision making to unfold—take some time to apply in a practical way HZ’s gift of a decision-making process to properly unfold this demonstration.
You have been given the gift of retreating back to “home” to find a better way of moving into the world that perfects your service of meeting real needs and to this end of your life; we will give you advise of knowing when to retreat and it will come as a consequence of “you making a decision to help”.

You have been asked to receive information for yourself from planetary causal on the plight of Israel from the point of view NGWS and in this way proceed to develop an argument for yourself on their behalf.

Need you to accept the idea that the people in the soul-center education department of your university in education need to have a better understanding of your work might be useful to post an after-hour class to test the waters.

Need you to accept the idea of your working in the field of new age correspondence in terms of promoting educational concepts dear to you.

Soul: (4)

Need you to accept the fact of your co-relation (soul-centered education) to the Ancient Wisdom Teachings and their effect upon those around you; be prepared to demonstrate your knowledge of them in practical ways.

We have given the idea of demonstrating to others your control of personality substance in alignment with soul needs and for you this implies a gathering of your resources to better equip yourself to know how to do this. We suggest the following 16 ways of doing this control.

Need you to demonstrate the idea of you working alone and unaided in determining how to move forward in your career path and for this to happen it needs to come from within you all other voices irrelevant.

Need you to demonstrate a workable solution to your problem of relationship needs in terms of intimacy—reflect awhile upon these 14 personality characteristics that determine these needs.

Divine Soul: (2)

Want you to achieve a certain alignment and to accomplish this requires you to set aside certain meditation forms you are now using to experiment with above six apothegm meditations or prayers for 3 weeks.

Want you to gather information that you receive from these and enter thus into your journal in such a way that your experiences energetically are captured and then go back to earlier forms and do the same.

Guiding Angels:

Want you to relieve yourself of trying to catch your breath when you are walking by walking more each day until you can walk 2 miles day and not be catching your breath.
Important that you receive information on how to regulate your diet more exactly – include more: water, minerals, vitamins.
Important you find a way to enhance your understanding of how these particular foods affect your health and well-being. Would like you to moderate your intake doing the week on these four:

Eggs once every 3-½ days.
Canned salmon include once every 2 weeks.
Include 4 servings per month of wheat grass or similar sprouted grains.
Moderate your intake of wheat—one serving every 2 weeks:

Spiritual Guidance & Evaluation – A Healing Related Evaluation for a Disciple

Six Energies of a Soul Body – Spiritual Guidance Example for a Probationary Disciple

A Short Life Path Evaluation/Guidance for a Probationary Disciple – An Example

Guidance for a Probationary Disciple Losing His Way

The Nature of People in the Light of the Soul – A Guidance Moment for a Probationary Disciple

Spiritual Guidance – Six Lessons Learned Not to Do in Giving Out Subjective Guidance

Son of Mind – Guidance for a Probationary Disciple

Guidance From a Sub-Ashram for A Probationary Disciple

Spiritual Guidance – Mental Organization Issues Needing Resolved for a Probationary Initiate – An Example

Spiritual Psychology – Some Spiritual Guidance for An Aspirant – An Example

Guidance for an Aspirant – Path of Judaism & The Ancient Wisdom Teachings

Subjective Guidance Sources – Group & Individual – Some Examples

Spiritual Guidance I – Soul-Mind-Brain Alignment Intent – Introduction

Nicholas Roerich Museum - Lake of the Nagas. Kashmir

The Nature of our Beliefs as Aspirants to the Mysteries

Posted on 13 June 20237 August 2024 by worldarising

An Aspirant’s Beliefs:

You see yourself as somebody willing to believe in yourself enough to see that this is your world, and you are responsible for it.

You believe that the idea that each of us is responsible as souls but yet, as personalities, are still imprisoned by form.

You believe in the idea that we can register those actions needed by us to advance us upon our spiritual path.

You believe these actions are many and varied but never-the-less are inevitable and we realize that without the needed sacrifices of our time we may never advance.

Your belief that the importance of your life is subject to the perspectives you hold, the beliefs you cherish, and the freedom of choice you experience.

You believe that the idea of registering your soul’s plan may achieve for you a growing sense of accomplishment and participation in the world plan.

You believe that the idea of securing through one’s own individualized Will a working demonstration of new age values and it is in this expressed capacity you will be ready to travel your purposeful path.

You believe that the idea of needing knowledge that the soul possesses, and, in this way, you can travel with assurance.

You believe that the idea of respecting all those souls who have traveled a little further upon the way and thus to take advantage of their experiences and thus seek out their truth allowing their/your heart to guide you and yet not be afraid of being misunderstood.

You believe that we have the right to all knowledge needed to carry forth the Plan into the world.

You believe that, as members of the One Life, this Life pervades all forms and from this perspective rejoice in the knowledge that your Will be done.

All impressions posted herein, denoted and summarized were soul impacted from subjective sources and were mentally registered, organized, recorded, and brain conceptualized, and given contextual composition language. All interpretations of the impression sources herein are the responsibility of the recorder/composer – H.Z.

Spiritual Guidance I – Soul-Mind-Brain Alignment Intent – Introduction

Aspirants – Honor Yourself

Tantric Yoga – Some Adjunct Information

Spiritual Guidance – Six Lessons Learned Not to Do in Giving Out Subjective Guidance

Three Letters to Self – An Aspirant’s Hopes

Antahkarana Building Experiment Suggestion

Wesak – Some Ceremony Changes

First Ray Ashram –General Significance within the One Ashram

Eight Ways of Finding Peace in Life

An Aspirant’s Viewpoint

60 Objectives of Present Mastery for an Aspirant Unfolding

An Intent of a Disciple

The Way the Disciple Moves

The World and the Aspirant

A Son of Mind’s Quest

Initiates on the Threshold

Entering Disciples into Humanity

Probationary Disciples Grouping – A Message From

Mystical Aspiration Acknowledged

Aspirations Captured

An Aspirants Hope for the Future of the World

A Short Self Portrait to Guide Me in the Moment (Priorities Evoked)

Memory, Vibration & Destiny

Re-Creating the Lower Antahkarana in the Moment

A Message for All Disciples

Some Available Esoteric Information Given Out Subjectively that Can be Reified.

Nicholas Roerich Museum - Himalayas.-Moonlit-Mountains

Full Moon Requirements for Aspirants

Posted on 12 June 20237 August 2024 by worldarising

Each full moon requires you to meditate for four days minimum, three before and one after.

Each full moon requires you to achieve an alignment with the group.

Each full moon requires you to achieve a satisfactory focus for receiving from the group.

Each full moon period requires you to achieve a satisfactory soul alignment (2nd aspect).

Each full moon period requires you to integrate more fully soul and personality.

Each full moon period requires you to achieve a relaxed state of being.

Each full moon period requires you to achieve a higher psychic flow.

Each full moon period requires from each of you a dedication to bringing in your part of the One Plan.

Each full moon requires from each of you a greater and greater receptivity to the Spiritual Soul.

Each full moon requires from each of you a greater responsibility shouldered for humanity or group karma balanced.

Each full moon requires that each of you perform certain tasks outlined by your souls for others or personal karma balanced.

Each full moon requires that each of you sit down and stay down without undo disturbance from the world.

Each full moon requires that each of you retain your information received.

Each full moon requires each of you to ascertain your sources of guidance as a minimum.

Each full moon requires from each of you your bottom line in terms of the minimum effort required to achieve your known responsibilities.

Each full moon sees yourself rested and more able to perceive your path through life.

Each full moon needs to deliver to you a greater responsibility for shouldering some of the responsibilities of the One Ashram of the Christ.

Each full moon requires neither excessive focus nor excessive enthusiasm.

Each full moon is accompanied by a new moon and upon these occasions a personal reflection of your ability to carry forth what you began in the full moon period and therefore an evaluation of its reasonable success or not.

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Posted on 8 June 20237 August 2024 by worldarising

Honor those that have gone before you these are five in number:

Honor the Lord Maitreya

Honor the Lord Buddha

Honor the Lord D.K.

Honor the Lord Jesus

Honor the Chohans and the Lord Hilarion

Honor Lord D.K.:

All who have entered the Hierarchy in the west have done so through the instrumentality of Lord DK. Every student in the West has studied His works. It is by no means possible to tell you the extent of His teachings on the minds, souls and hearts of all who have read them.

There is little doubt that He will become the next Christ for all of His follows believe in Him and cherish Him for His service to them let it be known that each of them is held within the Lord D.K.’s heart.

It is also said He has resided in the Himalayas since the great world war and has never left.

Under the circumstances it is known that Lord D.K. now resides still on the earth and is laid up in a place secret to all except his closest disciples. is said that he will reside there until every last disciple is liberated although this is not possible it symbolizes his love for all.

There are those beings who daily come to D.K. for service, and he sends each out unto the world to carry forth the teachings to all who need them or desire them. It is said that he resides always in a state of bliss as a soul but nevertheless is available for service on all planes. It is said that He will again join humanity once the Christ manifests. It is said that he resides in a state of constant dictating to his followers in the form of mental telepathy.

Honor Lord Jesus:

The Lord Jesus is known to be above the clouds by His follows and this partially true given He has never ventured out from the buddhic plane since his liberation and thus was reward or karma from before.

The Lord Jesus is said to be gathering a great host of angels for the Lord Maitreya’s return and in fact is several million strong.

Lord Jesus Teachings are composed of many aspects the major ones being six:

The Lord Jesus has said that before His return He will bring to pass many miracles in the Lord’s name, and this is happening now.

He also has said that before His return He will send out into the three-worlds as many disciples as it takes to bring down the walls of Jericho this meaning the walls of separation and hatred.

The Lord Jesus has asked that all who here His message on the earth respond in kind to another.

The Lord Jesus is a kind of Saint and yet is not known by anyone on earth as He is now; therefore, it is wise to say that the Lord Jesus is no longer the Jesus of Nazareth

The Lord Jesus wants his followers to know that He is not available for their prayers, but the Lord Maitreya is.

The Lord Jesus is about to undergo a transition and everything that He was, will be gone.

Honor Lord Hilarion:

Every disciple of Lord Hilarion is asked to prepare for this coming Wesak ceremony with the utmost solemnity. He would like each to hold in their hearts the idea of the resurrection of humanity.

There is every reason to believe that Lord Hilarion is regarded by his followers as the only one of the Ray Ashram senior masters still left who has not taken an advanced initiation the reason being is his dedicated service to humanity keeps him occupied with service.

There is reason to believe that He is fundamentally available to all of his disciples no matter what rank if they approach him.

Lord Hilarion has given certain disciples the right to carry His message to you and it is stated that he will return with the Christ for one life period and then be no more available to us for the Lord has given his permission to move forward.

Honor Lord Maitreya:

Very little is known about Maitreya before Jesus of Nazareth: it is known by those in the East his life known as Krishna. It is also known of His life in third root race as the one which founded the Wisdom (serpent) Religion. It was not before this time that Maitreya was known but after this, He had many lives, each one impressive.

Many stories are told of Maitreya and each story brings us closer to the truth with each passing idea represented. There are those souls who have endeavored to keep a written record of his achievements for posterity we will speak from these:

The first story is about Maitreya finding for the first time His place within the Hierarchy; the story takes place in middle of third root race when individualized and it was at this time when Maitreya was individualized (his Manasaputra was prominent). As an example. there was given to the author at birth a gift, it came from a deva who was in charge of certain processes; this gift was the ability to understand or be aware of others as souls.

The second story takes us to a place later in the third root race where Maitreya was created to perform certain political tasks in his nation. It was at this time He rose to power to prevent sections of the population from harming other factions. It was during this time he recognized the fundamental equality of all people.

The third story takes place in the third root race at the founding of the Wisdom Religion. This religion radically changed how humanity at that time approached divinity it was stated in the word records that He instituted these changes:

Everyone was supposed to serve another every day.

Everyone was supposed to assist family members in developing themselves.

Everyone was supposed to believe in the wisdom of their fate.

Everyone was supposed to believe in their destiny as a group.

Everyone was supposed to deliver unto the divine a vow.

Everyone was supposed to relinquish something for the group.

It was this religion that initiated Him into the Hierarchy as a first-degree Initiate.

Early in the fourth root race He again rose to political power by way of teaching all to believe in god of the times which was a god based upon feeling all.

During the middle of the fourth race, He was initiated as Krishna taking the fourth Initiation. This life was most spectacular as he was given the right to do miracles.

In the fifth race he was given the right to take the fifth Initiation.

200 years ago, he took the early part of the seventh Initiation.

Let us issue thoughts of praise to Lord Maitreya; Lord Buddha; Lord Jesus; Master Hilarion and all 5^th ray Masters; and Lord DK.

Honor Lord Buddha:

Relics of The Lord Buddha – Their Lessons:

Before you are twelve relics from the past belonging to the Lord Buddha:

A singing bowl.

His robe.

A gigantic image of a tree.

Beggars bowl

An empty ceramic glass.

A prayer scroll.

A calendar.

A sachet for carrying money.

A display of 40 glass beads.

An emblem made from metal or piece of symbolic jewelry.

His meditation shawl (The teachers wish you to know that this article is disposed of and only a replica takes its place.)

A replica of his loin cloth.

Each of these articles were in the possession of the Buddha when He died. All of them symbolize an aspect the teachings used by the Lord Buddha to teach others. Each of them qualified Him as a Master. Let us look at these:

A singing ceramic bowl: This symbolizes the care He took in establishing relationships with the community. It symbolizes all the things he did for his community in terms of service. In effect it became the Lord Buddha’s symbol for all karma required to be performed with gratitude and thanksgiving.

His robe: It was pinkish-red or rose which symbolized to his follows that he was identified not as one who had desires but as one who created affection for those around Him.

Gigantic image of a tree: This symbolized his statue on earth and was reflected in the ability to take from the earth what he needed to reach heaven. A Bodhi (knowledge/wisdom) Tree was considered to be a symbol of the Lord Buddha who was said to have prevented any who was with Him under this tree from being otherwise occupied with mundane life. In effect those people who were trained by the Lord Buddha was said to be saved and their fruits were no longer of the mundane but of heaven.

A beggar’s bowl: This symbolized the Buddha’s presence in his community and related to each passerby as a stalwart being whom was able to go within the hearts of all who passed by Him.

Empty ceramic glass: This symbolized the thirst of man for all things; this also symbolized his ability to hold the desires of humanity and not be affected by them but use them to evolve and to blossom.

A prayer scroll: This symbolized the greatness that the Lord Buddha had for his inner disciples for on this scroll laid all His prayers for his Arhats. This meaning he taught from this scroll.

A calendar: This symbolized his indebtedness he felt towards the heavens and all within as he closely watched the seasons for all things.

A sachet for carrying money: This symbolized his willingness to recede into the background to arrange his affairs in community life and used his donations for supporting the community.

A display of 40 glass beads: This symbolized his willingness to see himself as a follower of the Lord. These glass beads were used in a variety of ways to teach others by drawing with them geometric designs and planting these in his disciples’ minds during meditations and prayers. He also used them to count and to perform divination.

An emblem made from metal or piece of symbolic jewelry: This symbolized the Word of God.

Meditation Shawl: This was pinned to his meditation shawl which symbolized the very nature of the Lord’s protection for whoever touched this shawl and likewise had a vision of the Lord. The teachers wish you to know that this article is disposed of and only a replica takes its place.

A replica of his loin cloth: This symbolized the purity of life lived.

Honor these Great Saints and Masters:

Let us sing a song of praise to Lord Maitreya; Lord Buddha; Lord Jesus; Lord D.K.: Master Hilarian and all fifth Ray masters;

Praise be unto you for thee has cherished the Lord and the Lord has made you great. Cherished also the Great Logos of Him with Unknown Name being greater then all of the world He created. Likewise cherish Him the Great Cosmic Logos.

It will come to pass that the proceeding generations will bow in awe before thee.

Some Lessons of the day.

Lesson one:

See to it your minds are sharp and clear. Honor thy Holy Mother and all will be well. Honor thy Holy Father and all will be given unto you. Each of you must keep focused and your minds alert at all times for the Voice of these to reach your ears.

Holy Mother: Spend every hour of every day daring ones singing your praise to your Holy Father for He will take care of you and not let you drown in the cosmic Waters of Life. Listen with your Heart to His stories being told of Eternal Infinities. Listen to My Voice sweet and learn the secrets of the universe. The hour has come to say your prayers to those that have given your life and has taken your hands to guide you and prepare you for greatness.

Holy Father: Spirits or Monads: Let go of your sense of identity and become one with us. Rise up and be with us. Infinitely we are bathed in the Akashic Waters of the Mother’s Womb. Nourished are we by Her umbilical cord. Each giving Birth unto us being baptized in the Waters of Life. Repent and throw off your worldly robe and gather together your many blessings and lay them before our feet as this is their purpose and our reward for the sacrifices which we have given you.

Open the door unto us and cherish us as would yourself being not afraid to honor us above all things. It is we that has brought you here and it is we that has given your life. Give all to us and we will show you the universe and all of its bewonderments. Be pleased with what we have done you for all is well. Servers of the One Life as there is but one. Know yourself and you will know all. Seek the inner or cosmic etheric pastures to feed and nourish. Let the Lord see your light, and all will be well.

Lesson Two:

Asking no reward for your services, see to it you give freely and in abundance. It is known that there are those who do not give freely but sell the fruits of the Lord in the marketplace. That is their reward but for those that give freely all is given unto them.

Be not afraid to give to the many their rewards as you are fulfilling the law. Neither be afraid of receiving from the Lords of Karma your fair due. Listen to your elders and follow their suggestions in all things and you will be saved. Obey no one outside of the Father. Listen to no one who is not consciously upon the battlefield of life. Praise the Lord always and listen to His advice as all is for your behalf. The hour has arrived when your struggles are drawing to a close as your eyes and ears have opened and see the Way through the Light from the East, and the Truth of Life. Tarry not long in the three-worlds and serve the One.

Lesson 3:

Honor those that have gone before you and see their blaze of light. Follow in their footsteps apperceiving their trail or journey back towards the One. This is your duty as it is the Lord’s duty to guide you there. Listen to the Lord as He is omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresence. Seek the Lord’s advise and you will be saved. There are none that pass upon the higher Way except by the Lord and this Way is His Way see to it you are a correctly prepared adept upon this journey.

Lord Christ: 3

Prepared you are not to make this passage and thus there is much to do:

Seek Spirit as It will guide you.

Seek the Master as He will guide you.

Seek He who all men wait as He will Guide you. Follow His advice.

Lesson 4:

A blazing trail we must follow without hesitation, or it will vanish. Those that set the trail soar ahead and we must keep up. A witness of His Light or countenance provides us with the necessary light to travel in the darkness. Without this light we would lose our way. Let it be known that each of you has a guiding light and this light must be found. For you it is a Light of great colors. It is the color of Saturn. It is this light that will purify you and keep you safe from harm. It is a light who sheds its favor upon you now and regards you as its own. In olden times it was not so favored, and your reward is now this reward. May only Blessings be given by you as you ascend to where He waits.

Let it be known that he who has given you everything (monad) requires that you not hold back upon your journey but quickly make the journey.

Lesson 1: The Trinity.

Lesson 2: Being Responsible for your Redemption & Salvation.

Lesson 3: Knowing your cosmic path.

Lesson 4: Developing your gifts.

Each of these are interrelated and are unfolding in precise predicable ways. It is known that for each of you there are those that have been predetermined to walk a certain path as this is what you came in on as spirit and soul.

Other Lessons:

Lesson 1:

Glory to God the Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit or Holy Mother. Out of those Holy Three are all things created. Unto these Holy Three are given the task of resurrecting all Life in the Three Worlds. They are the saviors of all life forms and the producers of all life forms. Together they are the whys for existence.

Lesson 2:

Each of us are responsible for redeeming and salvaging our substance likewise and it has been said that the three periodic vehicles symbolize this nine-fold Holy Trinity where the tenth being its united expression.

Lesson 3:

Stories are told of a time when all men will eventually be required to recreate themselves in their own image. It is this capacity we are creating or unfolding, and it is this capacity that will eventually mark us as unknown gods to many. There are those even now prepared upon the inner planes who have unfolded this capacity by way of training by the cosmic Logos for this task.

Furthermore, there will be many here who will become Lords of Rays as these entities make it possible to determine the types of forms ans lives possible in any system.

There are many here which will be able to travel to the very heart of the Cosmic Christ upon the cosmic Buddhic Plane and relieve those who now participate in the cosmic Hierarchy.

There are many here who will be able to achieve purpose through aligning with Sirius and take control over the cosmic processes and give hope to all. The Heart of Sirius is the place we go to learn to become great thinkers and creators of worlds in such a way as to reify the great ones Plans. It is here that you will learn the methods and formulas for keeping order in the systems and to provide wisdom to those lives requiring it. It is a place where you will work for the remainder of your existence, becoming regents of even the seven-fold galaxies.

Let it be known you are required to read these paths and memorize their characteristics and to reflect on these as the reason for present existence. It is known that for each of you the probable path you will eventually take and it is up to you to make this choice or not. There are many of you well upon the chosen Way. Some of you have not yet decided and it is for you to do so. Be alert as to what it might be and experiment with this idea. Be advised the Son of Mind has chosen the sixth Path. Among you are those who have chosen this Path and these members will become the eventual aspects of the archives kept for the demonstrations of future cosmic Logoi. These archives will be all that wisdom possible for demonstrations within a cosmic system (cosmic P.A.). These archives hold all life experiences from the point of view of those involved and remember it is Lives of great magnitude. Over the course of time, it will eventually become possible to manifest an entire cosmic vehicle and to endow this with certain types of awareness’s It is this process that will eventually produce a cosmic Being or Personality field which will eventually become a cosmic Pitri.

Lesson 4:

You all must gather together your many gifts to be used for the purpose of the great Lord and be prepared to serve the many and the One for this is the Higher Way. Over the millennium you have gathered these gifts as this is the way to the cosmos. Each of you have particular gifts and these will be used to unfold the plan as this is the purpose for these gifts. Systematically these gifts have been given to you according to your achievements and successes and they are premeditative and impossible to misuse. Periodically, you will be given more gifts, and these will reflect the immediate need of Spirit as it is all according to purpose you can be assured. All states of consciousness are possible by spirit as it is one and have developed many lives of experiences in many parts of the Cosmos throughout time.

There are those among you that have odd and interesting gifts, and these have their place and eventual usefulness. It is certain that for each gift there is one particular use for it, and this is revealed as you develop your capacity to demonstrate it. There are certain of you who are gathering those gifts to be used in the evolution of all who will eventually be planetary lives and it is these gifts being developed in general by the masters of wisdom. It is also known that for every gift there are variations of the same gift in others, and this means you are linked to them for the manifestation of these gifts. It also means you have similar ray influences. There are many gifts required to access the Great Ones as they symbolize many gifts and to approach them one must do so in a way you will be recognized. Important to add here that this approach takes place because you are a necessary component of this body it can mean nothing else. We have stated that the importance of your gifts is to serve the Plan and likewise the One Life and the Many

Source: Divine Soul Lessions

Need to organize your thoughts around this lecture and try to discover ways of moving into this that make sense for you. Spend some time reflecting upon this cosmic path and its relationship to purpose and all will be well. Likewise spend some time reflecting upon your present path and see the similarities. You would be wise to see yourselves as being initiated into this awareness by the gifts you have.

Lesson 1:

Once upon a time there was a man, and this man was a brave man who lived in the woods. It came to pass one day when he stumbled across the Lord appearing as a man. He did not recognize him and asked who he was which he relied “I am the Lord”. The man asked the Lord why he had come this way. It was said that he came to see him. He asked why? There were no other people in all the world that could help him. What is it I can do for you asked the woods man? There are others in in your town that you can help through sharing with them your awareness of being a religious man or spiritual man. The man thought for a while and decided it was not possible for he had no spiritual recognition from within his own community. The Lord stated that “Each day go to the place where the people worship and see yourself as talking to them”. The woodsman says that to successfully do this; I would require some miracle that I work for you Lord. The Lord said that it does not matter as He will be present with him, and all will be well. The man did as was suggested and asked the people if they wanted to be healed. On hearing these things certain of the people were helped and others treated him badly.

Lesson 2:

Certain disciples among you are being prepared to receive the assistance of the Lord in their service and it is for this reason we ask each of you, no matter how now engaged, to pick up your meditations and contributions and see to it you survive in the world as disciples. It will come to pass that when you graduate you will be given an opportunity to carry on this work in some significant way.

Lesson 3:

Rejoice as lessons learned throughout time and see yourselves as one with us; see yourselves as being freed from the three-worlds and all of its desires. No longer descend into the worldly thought but rise up into the mind of the Christ. See yourselves as traveling into another land full of light, presence, and virtue. See yourselves as able to travel here continuously and all will be well. Model your lives after the Lord who daily aligns with the cosmos and assures us of His undying intent. Your earthy lessons are few and complete. Understand this, momentarily you will be received into another world; one not so fickle and harsh but it will require silence and openness.

Lesson 4:

Penetrate, polarize and participate, these are required to assist the Lord and these three words will be your constant endeavor. Subjective awareness of events will be your reward and it is these events that the disciple needs to understand. Arm yourself with the knowledge of what is to come and be prepared to tell others so the world will know also the truth.

Let not down your guard but by night and day sing the praises of the Lord. The hour is fast approaching when the world as we know will become more difficult to live in and this hour is upon us. Seek to know your place in all of this and prepare yourselves.

[GD: For you it must be remembered that your life goal is to become a teacher and healer and make this happen soon. There is known that you also will be a guide to many, and this must also be prepared for—making contacts now. It is possible that you will be need to develop many friendships and these rewards will assist many. Be not concerned about where you will sleep nor the company you keep but follow the Lord in all things. Your life lessons have not yet been learned and there is little time to do so—so go out into the world and learn them.]

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