Three Letters to Self – An Aspirant’s Hopes

I. Letter of forgiveness to those soul-personalities whose paths over the many past lives I crossed along the way:

II. Letter representing what I hope to achieve this life spiritually:

III. Letter representing a vision of myself as a perfecting adept of service and wisdom:

Letter of forgiveness to those soul-personalities whose paths over the many past lives I crossed along the way:

I hope to be forgiven for not trusting God to make decisions for me, my happiness, and well-being on all levels of my beingness.

I hope to be forgiven for harming all those souls whose life I have touched and have disappointed them.

I hope to be forgiven for all the times I trashed others and God.

I hope to be forgiven for all my improprieties in working with advanced beings.

I hope to be forgiven for all the times I did not trust my guidance and failed to act on its behalf.

I hope to be forgiven for the many times I came into life and did not take full advantage of the opportunities it tried to provide for me.

I hope to be forgiven for all those wasted lives I took without giving back.

I hope to be forgiven for all those times I succumbed to material energies and identified with them for self-centered reasons.

I hope to be forgiven for all those lives I tried to assist others but failed.

I hope to be forgiven for all those many lives I have lived and not for one moment believe it had any purpose other than to forward my own interests.

I hope to be forgiven for misleading others for my well-being and not theirs.

I hope to be forgiven for not developing the gifts I was given.

I hope to be forgiven for not alleviating others’ pain when I have the opportunity.

I hope to be forgiven for not taking into consideration the feelings of others and thus hurting them.

I hope to be forgiven for all the many wrong ways of understanding life.

I hope to be forgiven for sharing with others those things they did not need to know that harmed them.

I hope to be forgiven for all the many virtues I could have shared with others but did not.

I hope to be forgiven for all the many times I let people die and did not assist them.

I hope to be forgiven for all the times I did not suffer but allowed others to suffer for my sake.

I hope to be forgiven for all those many times I prevented others from following their life path.

I hope to be forgiven for those reckless acts that endangered the well-being of others who lost their lives.

I hope to be forgiven for all those times I prevented people from doing the right thing for my sake.

I hope to be forgiven for telling lies for my sake as well as misleading people for my sake.

I hope to be forgiven for the lack of courage I displayed instead of trusting in god to help me.

I hope to be forgiven for all the many times I cheated others.

I hope to be forgiven for all those many times I prevented others from helping me as I did not believe I needed help.

I hope to be forgiven for all those lives I lost my life due to harming others for my sake.

I hope to be forgiven for all the sinful things I did for my sake.

I hope to be forgiven for all the resources I consumed unnecessarily.

I hope to be forgiven for all the many lives I forfeited my knowledge for my sake.

I hope to be forgiven for all those many lives I sacrificed the greater for the lessor.

Letter representing what I hope to achieve this life spiritually:

I hope to master spiritual psychology.

I hope to master receiving spiritual guidance in terms of hearing, seeing, feeling, tasting, smelling in respect to impressions coming in from universe.

I hope to master capturing of concepts to bring in anything related to the works I was asked to write.

I hope to master public speaking for inspiriting others and doing this channeling any source.

I hope to master my understanding of Sanskrit, and two other languages.

I hope to master spiritual energy healing and working with the devas to heal myself and thus others.

I hope to master writing in foreign languages telepathically.

I hope to master talking to devas in their languages.

I hope to work with the Christ to assist in the carrying out of His Plan for humanity and the planet.

I hope to be at one with the Sanat Kumara in carrying out His Purpose.

I hope to integrate the personality, soul, and spirit vehicles.

I hope to organize my time to achieve all the things I wish to achieve each day and still have time to be joyful and at peace.

I hope to master demonstrating all of my spiritual gifts given to me from those souls assisting me and any of earlier ones I have developed I need to demonstrate to assist others now.

Letter representing a vision of myself as a perfecting adept of service and wisdom:

I hope to envision myself as being one with the One Heart of solar Logos.

I hope to envision myself as perfecting myself in all ways human and as a soul.

I hope to envision myself cooperating with Hierarchy in all ways.

I hope to envision myself being able to achieve complete control over my soul body as well as over my spiritual triadal bodies.

I hope to envision myself as always one with the Christ well as one with Sanat Kumara.

I hope to envision myself as able to understand what monadic Ray group wants each moment from me and my service group.

I hope to envision myself as being in control of those planetary processes I karmically can assist with.

I hope to envision myself as one with all life forms and understand their real needs at any time.

I hope to envision myself as being able to achieve any feat of defense against humanity, hierarchy or the planet from evil sources.

All impressions posted herein, denoted and summarized were soul impacted from subjective sources and were then mentally registered, organized, recorded, and brain conceptualized, and given contextual composition language. All interpretations of the impression sources herein are the responsibility of the recorder/composer – H.Z.

Spiritual Guidance I – Soul-Mind-Brain Alignment Intent – Introduction

An Aspirant’s Viewpoint

Tantric Yoga – Some Adjunct Information

Spiritual Guidance – Six Lessons Learned Not to Do in Giving Out Subjective Guidance

Antahkarana Building Experiment Suggestion

Wesak – Some Ceremony Changes

First Ray Ashram –General Significance within the One Ashram

Eight Ways of Finding Peace in Life

An Aspirant’s Viewpoint

The Nature of our Beliefs as Aspirants to the Mysteries

60 Objectives of Present Mastery for an Aspirant Unfolding

An Intent of a Disciple